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is what i feel whenever i try to sit myself down in front of the computer to write anything. there's this history of nothingness that keeps telling me to stop trying; a wall in between myself and the keyboard; my head filled with soap suds, my hands constantly feeling around in it, reaching in for something, always ending up with the same thing over and over - a trail of incoherence. and i can't believe that with a one, almost two-year respite, i'm still at it.
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[20 Mar 2007|04:18pm] |
egad. where did egad come from? egad. egad.
so it's march already. and the obvious implications are manifesting themselves. even the zit's starting to pop out. the painful kind. but what's not painful lately anyway.
i can't even think of me basking under the glorious sun. now isn't this sad.
for the first time in law school, i cried while studying. tears were streaming down my fez as i was studying criminal law 2, memorizing crimes committed by public officers. ah damehhh. and it's been a recurring incident lately. while studying crim. last time this happened to me was when my mom was still tutoring me back in the first grade.
i miss everyone. can't wait for the school year to end.
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| christmas wish |
[24 Dec 2006|07:40pm] |
i wish being out of the rut is as easy as wishing to be out of it.
merry christmas!
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[21 Dec 2006|11:21am] |
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i went in knowing what to say, and upon seeing you everything just dissipated.
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| hey you |
[12 Dec 2006|09:36am] |
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i wish there was a way for me to get you to stay
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